1:27 AM - Tuesday, January 12, 2010
aha.
hate CCA.
its like,wth.
ok im in NPCC la hor.
then one of my st.john friends say,'wth sjab is so tough!'
that HAS to be the understatement of the year.
so letme give you an example.
sjab,take notes about first aid,etc etc.even though they DO march,its damn minimal.
worst thing to do: kiss with a dummy.(in front of shitty fucking sec ones)
npcc,run around in pe uni,do pumping,do commands,and march.pumping 40 times in a row knowing you still owe the seniors 300++ more(excluding GST).3 days 2 nights of npcc(camp).i never went once,but i have an idea of what they do la.
worst thing to do:do cheers loudly like siao in front of shitty sec ones while they play with (fake) rifles that will get us killed if we even touch it.all under the billion-degree sun.
SO,this year,im appealing out.
but i have 2 problems.
first i need BOTH the CCA teachers and my parents permission.
and my mom is now having a cold war with me,that will most likely end only when im dead.
somemore need her to write letter.
whatthecrud,i should have went for the damn archery trials.
haiyo.
in a mood to scream, shout and whack people.and spend all my money on what i actually WANT to buy.
4:59 PM - Sunday, December 20, 2009
long time no post.
ohmygod yesterday,on the 20th of dec,got one show.
at 9.30 i think.
it was about the two guys who got 5mil inheritance then met their illegetimate sister one.
i forgot the show's name,but it was SO GODDAMN SAD!
the girl like so innocent one,then she died while trying t osave someone.
got knocked in the head by a beer bottle.
i think she died,cause i didnt really watchedd all the way.
yeah,ithink she died.
it was seriously seriously so damn sad,i almost felt like
crying.seriously.
go watch it online or something.
its like,a heartwrenching comedy?
SO SADDDD!
DD:
i like,spentthe whole night thinking,
why the fuck couldnt the producers made a happy ending so that people like me can sleep in peace?
i was awake for 2 hours after that,even though i was damn tired.
saddened luh.
4:31 AM - Thursday, December 10, 2009
ohmygod.
im goddamn pissed at my (fucktarded) friend.
hes like,a goddamn pro in lying,a loki.
he pissed with people,reneges all the promises he has with them.
he has money,yet cons people to help pay for him.
he thinks(and is) the god of his house,anybody who enters are at his mercy.
he threatens to kick people out of his house,and can insult them to high heaven when they are in it.
he,is a shit.and not in disguise.
i will never,ever,ever,trust him again,or treat him,or enter in his oh-so-godly house.
im scared of losing control and like,whacking him in his own house,cause that would be too uncivilised.
so ill just whack him when he's out of it.
hes a goddamn serious liar.
so fuck him,upside down.
i hate that guy.
whoo,vented it all out.
heheh.
11:59 PM - Thursday, December 3, 2009
whoa,whoa. long time since i posted.
am now FREAKING FREAKING MAD.
at my mom.
cause she dont let me go out,
and would rather let me rot at home.
hate her.
like,when i wanta go friends hse do IPW(its not even to play!)
she ask a WHOLE FUCKLOAD of questions like,'who?where?how many ppl?until how late?'
i mean,i can accept those questions,its like,normal for every mother.
but when the questions become,'why cant do at our house?ipw should take turns to do at different peoples house.'
when i said that my friend doesnt know how to come here,that shitbag said,
'just direct him la,tell him what bus to take,etc.'
i mean like,shes not even IN the freaking house,
so its no point my friend coming to my house if she cant be spying.
so WHY CANT I FREAKING GO?!?!?
thats why my mom i sort sort one.
fucktard.
so yeah,im sooooo hooked on like,NUMBNUTS!
and also i discovered the addictiveness of facebook games.
EXCEPT bejeweled and marble lines.and all the other boliao games.
so yeah,and i still havent got my war yet.\
fuck its been,a month?
shitbags.
8:38 PM - Tuesday, December 1, 2009
HEYYO.
ok,as said,i shall post.
i recently had ALOT ALOT of money,
its like,for some crap reason,when i NEED the money,(school days,etc.)
i'll like,be broke forever,
then when hols come.
whoa.where all the money came from sia.
so,yeah.shit.
yesterday my sis went out to study(i dont believe)with her friend,
and the only reason my my mom allowed cause it was at the community centre opposite the flat.
talk about paranoid.
so then,i was supposed to go to my aunts hse to collect something.
andddd,my mom made me do housework before i go there.
i mean,i told my aunt i after eat finish lunch then go her hse liao,
yet cause of my mom i went like,5pm?
she made my do housework for 3 goddamn hours.
this kind of mom ahh,make me dream of living with my friends' families.
i mean,SIAO is a word that totally describes my mom.
some moms are friendly,thoughtful,understanding,and all that.
mine? crappish,siaogao,(word)abusive,and un-understanding..
so,SHIT i hate this life.
if i could like,freaking choose the family i could be born into,
i will so freaking gladly choose chloe's.
cause like ,OHMYGOD.
have you ever heard a conver with her mom?
or her dad?or anyone thats supposed to ,like,have authority over her?
she likes,just flattens them down,man.
i mean,not bullying la,but,OMG!
its either i be her brother,or she comes into my house,
actually,itll be damn fun watching my mom and chloe like,fight or something.
hehehhe,ok sidetracked.
anyway,so my aunt also sortsort one,
when i reached her hse,
she talked talked talked.
for one and a hlf hours.
just sitting there and yakking.
like,LOL!
then in the ned she gave me money to give to my family.
so ,lol.waste of time la.
ok,NUMBNUTS ROCK!
they are so sosososo so MENTAL.
in a funny way.
they are indescribably funny,that can laugh until die one.seriously.
and angela told me to spread tha love,so..
NUMBNUTS ROCK LIKE WHOA!
hahaha.you go watch luh.
go angela's blog.
4:59 AM
heyyo shitbags.
got alot alot of stuff,
will tell all tommorow,
now,in a hurry to off the comp.
so yeah.
SHITING I GOT A KIMBUM-MY ALBUM FOR YOU!
MY SIS GOT IT>
hahah.
3:42 AM - Tuesday, November 24, 2009
heya.
im using the comp at night.
rare huh.
hmm,
im bored.
and so,
i shall talk crap.
i wish that i can grow up!
so that i can have my own house,
and my room will confirm be full of junk(plus food.)
then i can do whatever i want and that would be freaking awesome.
and i can buy whatever i want also.
SO!
i wanna grow upp.
hahah.
ok.
my hairstyle change again.
actually not really.
my oh-so-famous fringe became non-existent.
meaning it is made up.
as in.its still there but not on my face anymore.
its in the air~
hahah go imagine what it'll look like la.
and i like it,just so you know.
i really really really think that .
my life (and me)sucks.
i mean,
yeah.i dont really wanna do anything now,
my household name is actually 'that idiot',
my mom doesnt mention me without getting angry,
and i have no idea why she got angry for.
and she still hasnt given me my money.
and when i get my money,
i've decided that i shall be selfish for once.
sorry to disappoint you,but i dont feel like giving presents anymore.
maybe im ,whatever.
selfish,greedy,hypocritical?
to heck,i say.
im going to spend every last cent of it on myself.
..thats my urge la.
and ,yeah.
my life is boring so nothing to post about.
i wanna get a piercing.
alot of them,on my ear only.
yeah.
i want to get physical,to stop holding it in,
to scream and bash people's brains out ,
to tell them that i can go crazy too,
my mom's not the only one,
im actually violent in nature,im just holding it all in.
but when i snap,things are gonna get ugly.
expect the colour red.
i'll take something long(and thick)
and break everything apart.
ill bash my whole house down.
thats how frustrated i feel.
hahah,you may be thinking,
'whoa.i know he may be aggresive but this is way too creepy.'
hahahah,just to show you,
a tiny portion of my true self.
